Kamis, 20 Januari 2011
Kamis, 16 Desember 2010
Rabu, 01 Desember 2010
Supposed to be our day.
But ya, i realize it's not again. You said you won't help me ryt?
Yaya, it's okay. i can't even tell anyone. i'll keep this alone.
It's my fault. everything is my fault. no one care. no one can help me.
it's okay. totally. even for the gift.
did you know i've been working for your gift all day long?
but it's okay. it's fine. everything's fine.
i can face everything with my own self. and oops i forgot something.
Minggu, 28 November 2010
I'm so sorry for being THAT stupid. I know it is all my fault. you can put the blame on me.
I shouldn't say yes when my heart say no. I'm outta control.
Where's my feelings? my heart? I don't know where it goes. I don't know.
Sorry for being selfish, I know you're mad at me. I know you feel so furious. And maybe this time you will never forgive me because i always act arbitrarily. And ya, i accept that.
You're good enough to found someone better than me. You're perfect.
I'm so sorry if you feel played, but i just can't walk on with you while my heart's not with you.
Maybe i'll stay single for a long long time. And for the man who stole my heart, please give em back. idk why, but everytime you hurt me, it doesn't make any sense to my heart. You know i never felt this way before. GAAAAH i feel bad :(
Senin, 22 November 2010
Dear young kiddo who admit himselfs loud,
I got your point. After everything we've been through, after i'm living in your arms about 7 months, after you tell me about your life and secrets, after you share anything with me, and now you call me SOTOY. lol. And wait, you don't even say sorry HAHAHAHAHAHA I GOT IT.
I'm so done.
I'm following the path of your mind, and guess what? IT WORKS!
We're still friend, well ummm... smartass friend :D