Senin, 28 Maret 2011

Kamis, 20 Januari 2011

"You're my best dream" by (Rafiandi Giri)


i went trough my days
and i saw your smile
and i feel like youve made me enchanted by you
holding your hand
is what i have to do
cause losing you
means turning my life upside down
youre a miracle

youre irreaplacable
i cant believe
im dreaming cause
youre my best dream ever~~~
i want all my hope to be real
the time goes by
while my heart is getting stronger
and in the end youre just a dream
in the end youre just a dream
that wil stay in my mind

Kamis, 16 Desember 2010

believe me, not this time.

I'm tired. i do everything you want. everything.
but what i got now? YOU SUCK, DUDE!
I don't fuckin live to chase you.
eat that goddamn promise.
I Hate You!!

Rabu, 01 Desember 2010


Supposed to be our day.
But ya, i realize it's not again. You said you won't help me ryt?
Yaya, it's okay. i can't even tell anyone. i'll keep this alone.
It's my fault. everything is my fault. no one care. no one can help me.
it's okay. totally. even for the gift.
did you know i've been working for your gift all day long?
but it's okay. it's fine. everything's fine.
i can face everything with my own self. and oops i forgot something.
without crying.


Selasa, 30 November 2010

too much problem.

Minggu, 28 November 2010


Dear M,

I'm so sorry for being THAT stupid. I know it is all my fault. you can put the blame on me.
I shouldn't say yes when my heart say no. I'm outta control.
Where's my feelings? my heart? I don't know where it goes. I don't know.
Sorry for being selfish, I know you're mad at me. I know you feel so furious. And maybe this time you will never forgive me because i always act arbitrarily. And ya, i accept that.
You're good enough to found someone better than me. You're perfect.
I'm so sorry if you feel played, but i just can't walk on with you while my heart's not with you.

Maybe i'll stay single for a long long time. And for the man who stole my heart, please give em back. idk why, but everytime you hurt me, it doesn't make any sense to my heart. You know i never felt this way before. GAAAAH i feel bad :(

Senin, 22 November 2010


I'm back.

Dear young kiddo who admit himselfs loud,
I got your point. After everything we've been through, after i'm living in your arms about 7 months, after you tell me about your life and secrets, after you share anything with me, and now you call me SOTOY. lol. And wait, you don't even say sorry HAHAHAHAHAHA I GOT IT.

I'm so done.
I'm following the path of your mind, and guess what? IT WORKS!
We're still friend, well ummm... smartass friend :D