Today,
I woke up with mixed feelings. I stuck with these feelings for a moment. and starting to realize that i miss you.
I know last night was a mistake. i shouldn't ask you to help me because of my carelessness. But hey, you know me. I'm still the silly-stupid-careless-selfish-sloppy-weak-dumb girl as before.
I ain't see anything different on you. To be honest, i miss you. really miss you.
Yes I do. but this is just my temporary feelings because this is kinda weird, we used to be in this situation before. But the different is now i'm not yours. I just sit there and answer your important question. Not for share my day like i always do, for crying out loud when i feel fear. and ya, you know our thing when we're in this situation.
I said this not to come back with you again, really. I just can't handle this strange feelings.
I'm happy with him. Practically happier than i'm with you. He's got everything i want and i just can't live without him. Sorry.
Find someone better than me like i do. find another one that can make you happy like i do.
And please, live ur life. don't ever bother us. i begged you for this one.
I have my perfect life with him, and believe me, i will never never ever come back to you because no one can separate me and him.
Take care,pal :)