too much problem.

Sorry.

Dear M,

I'm so sorry for being THAT stupid. I know it is all my fault. you can put the blame on me.

I shouldn't say yes when my heart say no. I'm outta control.

Where's my feelings? my heart? I don't know where it goes. I don't know.

Sorry for being selfish, I know you're mad at me. I know you feel so furious. And maybe this time you will never forgive me because i always act arbitrarily. And ya, i accept that.

You're good enough to found someone better than me. You're perfect.

I'm so sorry if you feel played, but i just can't walk on with you while my heart's not with you.

Maybe i'll stay single for a long long time. And for the man who stole my heart, please give em back. idk why, but everytime you hurt me, it doesn't make any sense to my heart. You know i never felt this way before. GAAAAH i feel bad :(

SMARTASS!

I'm back.

Dear young kiddo who admit himselfs loud,

I got your point. After everything we've been through, after i'm living in your arms about 7 months, after you tell me about your life and secrets, after you share anything with me, and now you call me SOTOY. lol. And wait, you don't even say sorry HAHAHAHAHAHA I GOT IT.

I'm so done.

I'm following the path of your mind, and guess what? IT WORKS!

We're still friend, well ummm... smartass friend :D

Your (fake) Feelings

Girl: Your new girlfriend is pretty.
I bet she stole your heart

Boy: Yeah...she is.
But you're still the most beautiful girl I know.

Girl: I hear she's funny and amazingg.
Everything I wasn't.

Boy: She sure is.
But she is nothing compared to you.

Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now.
Like you knew everything about me.

Boy: Only the stuff that counts.
I can't even remember half the stuff she says because I'm too busy thinking of you.

Girl: Well, I hope you guys last.
Because we never didn't.

Boy: I hope we do too.
What ever happened to me and you?

Girl: Well, I gotta go.
Before I start to cry.

Boy: Yeah...me too.
I hope you don't cry.

Girl: Bye...
I still love you

Boy: Later...
I never stopped.

i still wonder, what is the meaning of Love? is 'it' really exist? or it just a simple word that anyone can easily spell it?

If you still faking your feelings, then you'll never get what you want.

XOXO♥

I'm staying. not for you, but for my friends.

By the way, i still can watch and see you from this distance.

Take a good care :)